As I am in my bed, I look all around me to see him gone from my bed. I whisper to myself “What the hell is going on here?” Then I look at my clock from my bedside table and it reads 9:30 AM. Thank goodness it’s the weekend but I am actually awake for the morning today. I grab my bathroom essentials (clothes, toothbrush and toothpaste and all).

I go inside of the bathroom and close the bathroom door. I turn on the shower and let the warm water run through the floor. Immediately I go inside of the shower to meet the warm water run to my body. I grab the body soap and run it on my body softly however I couldn’t help but to think about last night like it was amazing like it felt right being in his arms. I whisper asking “Why did he leave me alone in my own bed?”

Immediately I could feel the tears coming so naturally I cry to myself realizing the worst has happened. If he wasn’t going to love me, he wasn’t going to love anyone.