When I woke up today,

I saw me for the first time.

I was brave, I was complete, I was whole, and I was okay.

I wasn’t my usual self that only questions and never lives.

I wasn’t the usual me that longs to be you or be with him.

I was not the usual person always wanting just to be.

For once, I woke up today and was me.

If only today would come.