The main gates open,

Wonder, like water flows in,

The current pushes me,

Lost in curiosity,

I want only you for me....

Tightly, we hold hands.

Lightly, you speak in my ear,

“Our end must be near”

Maybe someday, you'll be right,

Let's see, three more nights....

Rain, sleet or very harsh snow,

I know my love for You will only grow,

Even if I can't feel you near,

I know you reside here,

Within me,

I love You so much it will kill me....

Before I met you,

I hated you:

I wanted a cat,

Or a dog,

Not an oversized rat,

Drawn wrong.

Big red eyes,

Messy white fur.

Suddenly,

I noticed I wanted to get near,

Closer to you.

I saw from a different point of view,

A different perspective,

All that hate: I left it,

I love you,

I said it.

Before I met you,

I hated you,

Big red eyes now dull,

And lifeless.

See how cruel life is....

Blue skies produce an orange haze,

The oak tree sheds dry leaves,

The willow tree produces dead seeds,

The wind blows dust into a craze.

I reside on the lawn chair - in a daze,

The weather is cold: I almost freeze,

Leaves dance around in the autumn breeze,

Orange skies produce a darker haze....

Mistakes will be made,

Paths will be paved,

Crossroads will merge,

All signs will fade,

The concrete may break,

Or perhaps suffer a tiny crack,

“I love you”

The wind carries,

Silence gets carried back....

And I command you : Rip my flesh, from bone

And I beg you :Fill the holes in my soul.

And I ask you : Turn into cotton, my bone

And we decide to leave to save my soul.

You cannot make me whole,

I have ripped my self from me,

For you, yet you cannot see.

I have wrung myself dry; a towel hanging,

Swinging in the cold spring breeze.

You sneeze and I bless you,

Before you decide to call for me,

...

Life without you,

Seemed to be so far from my field of view,

Now it stares at my face,

I look back in disgrace,

I can’t replicate this sadness,

I write about you like I delved into madness,

It’s tragic,

How all our magic faded,

I miss you,

I miss you so much,

I’m too afraid to say it....