The floodlights were blinding. It was as if a hundred daggers hit McLaren's eyes simultaneously, but knowing he was being filmed, he couldn't even rub them to ease the pain. Instead, he glanced at his wristwatch while the host announced the q-and-a's. Ten minutes before it's time to take his usual pill. McLaren took a deep breath, put on his "camera" smile and turned towards a black void of a hall filled with hundreds of indistinguishable faces.
"And here comes our first question, please," the host announced, pointing somewhere in the dark.
"Mr. McLaren, how do you achieve such realistic depictions of fantasy creatures in your works?"
"I just work very hard," McLaren answered, unbothered. "Next!"
"Mr McLaren, what makes your works so otherworldly? Have you sold your soul to the devil?"
The hall laughed. The star artist didn't. For him, there was nothing funny in this question. He believed the devil certainly existed, as did many other creatures he depicted from his early childhood memories. But they couldn't know the truth: it would surely ruin his career.
"I think I was just blessed with my talent," he finally replied, forcing a smile. "Next!"
There was a pause before the question.
"Mr. McLaren, what is your best advice to novice fantasy illustrators?"
"Just to paint more," McLaren smirked. "Remember that while you sleep, Koreans paint."
The silence was almost palpable.
"Alright, time's up. Thank you for the questions!" the host said, his cheeks glowing pinkish through the ton of grease paint. "And this was Denny McLaren, our star guest!"
There was a round of applause as the artist got up and shook hands with the host. When he finally left the stage, it was five minutes to six. McLaren snapped his finger at the petite assistant girl, and she immediately fetched him an emerald Perrier bottle. He snatched it from her without saying anything, reaching for his jacket's inner pocket to take a pill box.
A drop of cold sweat rushed down his spine. The pill box wasn't there.
McLaren tried to inhale, but the lungs seemed already expanded to their full capacity. He started patting his pockets in search of a rounded case. Nothing. Shit! It must've slipped from the jacket when he took it off earlier in the dressing room. How much time was left there? The artist looked at his wristwatch: he had three minutes to reach it, and the room was in the other wing of the hall building. Still holding the chubby bottle in one hand, he turned on his heels and rushed to the stairs, almost knocking the assistant girl off balance.
"Wait–!" she shouted, but Mclaren was already out of sight.
***
The artist vaguely remembered that he needed to access the basement floor in order to get to the other wing. This part was easy, but as soon as he opened the yellow-grey chipped door and the musty, damp air swirled into his nostrils, he realised he didn't remember the way through the corridors packed with stage-prop storage rooms. The dim lighting, with some lamps being entirely out of service, didn't help either. McLaren took a deep breath and chose the wider, brighter passage, hoping someone would soon show up and help him get to the other wing.
It was one minute to six now. McLaren quickened his pace.
At the end of the corridor, the path split in two. There was no time to make decisions now, as well as turning back. Sweating profusely, he took left. But this corridor also ended with a fork, and with every turn the artist took, he was losing more and more hope to get it right or to meet someone, anyone. In the sickening stillness, he could now hear only one sound.
Tick.
Tok.
Tick.
Tok.
Tick...
Tok...
Ti-...
To–...
After some time, the ticking faded completely. And then sharp hissing tore the silence apart. McLaren's heart skipped a beat and then started beating faster, like a broken rev counter. There couldn't be any snakes, could there? This meant only one thing.
"Hello?!" McLaren cried and ran.
The corridor got darker and started to wriggle. Then it got darker again. And then McLaren found himself at a dead end, surrounded by almost complete darkness. He tried the door, but it was shut. He then squatted to see if any light came from the narrow slit between the door and the floor, but it was as black as liquorice.
The hissing was getting closer. The artist could feel something inhuman approaching him slowly, with its heavy steps echoing in his brain. They've come for him. It's time to pay for his talent.
A strong trembling erupted through his body. He crouched against the wall and felt hot, salty trickles tickle his lips.
He shut his eyes and started to moan.
***
The pill box was half the size of Jessica's tiny hand. Silver, she thought, considering its gold etched lid with birds of paradise engraved on it. This was undoubtedly an antiquity – people could only make such mundane things a true work of art in the past. Must've cost a lot. Actually, enough to pay her rent for a couple of months before she finds another job, not as a no-name running errands for a total jerk.
As Jessica played with the box, someone called for McLaren. She recognised the voice of a chief supervisor, Helen, but pretended she didn't hear anything until she came directly to Jessica:
"Have you seen the artist?"
"Which one?" She discreetly tucked the box in her pouch. "There's a whole lot of them. It's an illustrators' forum, after all."
"Don't play dumb with me," Helen barked. "He was supposed to be on an autograph session a quarter of an hour ago."
It was indeed out of McLaren's character to miss being in the limelight. Uh-oh, something must have happened, and if they pin it on Jessica, this could even result in firing with a mark on her profile.
"He acted weird. Left for the buffet, and that was the last time I saw him." Jessica shrugged and added, "Must've been the lights; you know how sensitive the guys' eyes are."
The supervisor gave her a suspecting glance but still hurried towards the cafeteria. Jessica took a pill box out of the pouch. It could have been her ticket to a better life – but it seems not today. She sighed and ran to the stairs.
Halfway through to the other wing, she heard a glass falling to the floor from somewhere behind the wall. Jessica stopped and rolled her eyes: he must have gotten lost.
"Mr. McLaren?"
But no one answered.
Taking deep breaths, she turned around and went for another path. Why are all the talented so unadapted to life? When she finds McLaren, she is definitely telling him she is done working for him. She might as well keep the box to herself, tell him she didn't see it.
Then Jessica took a turn left, and her jaw dropped.
Half-naked McLaren was lying on the floor beyond the scratched door, shaking intensely and staring at the other wall, unresponsive. Under his cheek, there was a pool of saliva which was dripping from his half-opened mouth. Jessica tried to gulp, but the lump in her throat made it difficult. She rushed to McLaren, trying to open the pill box, but it wouldn't budge at first. However, when it finally did, she discovered two types of pills inside. And to her own crawling fear, she realised that she never actually paid attention to the pills he was taking. Was it the blue one or the white one? Was there a way to know? She took her smartphone with trembling hands only to find it was out of service. She closed her eyes, took a deep, shaky breath and chose the blue one.
As they would tell her later, describing his condition as an "acute schizophrenic episode", this was the only right thing that could have saved him at that moment.