If only I could stay here forever. If only the world would let me.

But I can’t, no matter how much I want to.

Even if the ocean pulls me in, even if it drowns me. I can’t stay here. And the reason why is simple, because of my home, because of someone.

The feeling of the sand and the ocean mixed is incredible, it takes all my worries and just washes them away.

It makes me calm my breathing, and ...

I became lost in her vibrations, the way she existed maximized my bodily sensations, pupils in her eye transported me into the highest of dimensions, you’d be crazy not feel her aura from a mile away, glowing against the stigmatic darkness of humanity’s love gone astray, invoke the gods with her name when I prey. Scented darkness of her oil shined hair whisks me to far-off lands, mountains, desert...

She kicked off her shoes and slowly stepped into the frigid water. The familiar sensation of sand between her toes and the breeze lifting her hair made her stop to take in all sensation. In these moments she noticed everything. Her racing heart, the feel of her eyelashes against her skin, the faint call of the ocean over the horizon. She slowly waded deeper, savoring every second. Hours passed. Da...

One wedsday afternoon a little girl wandered away from her parents on the beach and headed towards the water. She calmly stared at the water and its glory. Then the wind flew in. Back and forth it went until.... “I’m here, im here, come here, COME HERE!!”. Then the girl looked nobody to be seen. The wind told her to come and climb the rocks. So the foolish girl did as she was told. Then the wind ...

The waves dance,

The sand drifts

I wait for summer to begin again

My heart, my hands,

My feet, my hair,

They long for the feeling of summers air...

The cold current surpassing my head. I’m drowning in it like I want to end myself. But it’s not my fault. I don’t know how to swim. How to navigate these waters. These uncharted waters, which were so easy for others. I wish I knew how to swim here. I feel like the only one benched in a room of professionals.

I wanted to swim, so I let go.

Now I’m drowning and nobody knows....