We Burnt the Whole Orchard
I snuffed me out / Or I thought I might.
Cross-legged on the floor: burn marks,
Charred / But I
Am melted wax
Seeping into my own /
Damned conscience.
Scorched.
Little boys burn brighter when they / Realise,
Time doesn't stop when you're extinguished.
Nobody waits if you slacken / So
Pack it up, man—
I picked me up / Or at least I tried.
I don't care
If you're burnt out;
Jack, be fucking nimble.
You want to torch this city
Underground. / This time
They will know,
I could not have tried harder.
We are _men of our words,_
But Dad chose the money.
And his _words? _Collecting dust / Under
A stack of radiology textbooks
And the weight of
_Respectability._
And I
I screwed me up / I'm a wretched kid.
I'm going to be just like my Daddy
When I grow up.
And I-
He could've been, should've been
A poet.
But he-
I'm going to be, I have to be
A doctor.
_With grades like those, you're gonna go far._
Then why is he so
Stranded?
_I'm lighting the match._
Jack, be quick;
Those papers won't write themseves.
He says _Apple and Tree_
Is far too _cliché_,
But he knows that I didn't fall far.
Man and son, never young:
Both stunted;
Burnt stumps.