you can change if you tried
why me? what will you get out of killing me? because i am worth nothing i have nothing that has anything valuable. all i do is work to keep an roof over my family’s head my children’s head and that is it. ask your self what will be the benefit you’ll get out of this then getting a long sentence and not only that destroying an innocent family because your not happy?. Put yourself as me with a family trying to keep a roof over your head and bring money in to feed your family. it isn’t worth killing me as it won’t do you any favours. whatever is going on in your life will get better it will you just got to change you as a person and everything will follow. so please don’t do this please if not for me do it for yourself and your possible future ahead of you