I’ve been breaking apart

These past couple of weeks

I’ve been falling into a rabbit hole

Not knowing what it is I seek

Is it truth?

Or maybe kindness?

Maybe it’s just one person

Who doesn’t call me worthless

Failures never stray past your eyes

But my successes you’ll let stride

I’ve already lost count

Of how many nights I’ve uncontrollably cried

Tears do nothing

Is what you say

With eyes dark and solemn expression

Disappointment marring your face

I’ve thought about ending it all

More than a couple of times

Yet I can’t help but think

Would I be running away from all of my problems if I just let myself sink?