I’ve been breaking apart These past couple of weeks I’ve been falling into a rabbit hole Not knowing what it is I seek Is it truth? Or maybe kindness? Maybe it’s just one person Who doesn’t call me worthless Failures never stray past your eyes But my successes you’ll let stride I’ve already lost count Of how many nights I’ve uncontrollably cried Tears do nothing Is what you say With eyes dark and solemn expression Disappointment marring your face I’ve thought about ending it all More than a couple of times Yet I can’t help but think Would I be running away from all of my problems if I just let myself sink?