Have I betrayed myself?

I said I’d never fall in love again

Now I’ve done it and it’s bringing me stress

Why is there such a lure to love?

When I’m out of it I swear I’ll never go back

But then the feeling is so good I can’t help myself

Are the good times worth the stress and anxiety of it all?

This one was supposed to be different

And it is in so many ways

But I’m still finding myself falling apart

I knew I was getting into long distance

But this is really so hard

I hate the uncertainty that comes with this

But it’s part of the uncharted territory