Five damn years

Why does it take me so long

To finally do what’s best for me

I told myself I wouldn’t do this again

I thought this time is different

But really you’re the same as him

I’m embarrassed of you both

So dysfunctional in different ways

How can someone like me get sucked down by people so lame

I get so hung up on sticking to the plan

I think this is as good as it’s gonna get

I have to remember to keep choosing myself

Instead of losing myself