Are 13th anniversary was on a very gloomy day. We had been having regular arguments lately but you know it was still a dream having him in my life. I love him but you know sometimes I hate his guts. You know things have been hard lately we both have been working late nights and pushing ourselves to do our best and satisfy everyone’s needs. I know our son doesn’t like seeing us fight all the time but we can’t help it you know. Anyways tonight we are going out for a fancy dinner and I’m kinda nervous to. I mean we have been at each other’s thoughts so often lately I don’t know if you know I can I joy it anymore. All right I have to go now for our date talk to you later.