What did I do wrong i always ask myself. I look through our old love messages. I also look through your reports on TikTok. I know I shouldn’t but I do anyway. I cry everyday because I could be texting you right now instead of writing this. Of course you ended our relationship in the most shitty way. On text. I’m afraid to date now because of you. I’m scared that if I fall in love with someone they will do what you did to me. My cuts are bleeding. You don’t care one bit. You care to much about Alana and Harper not me. In one of his sentences he said “I played you”. Immediately I fell to the floor wishing I could take back time to fix what I had done. Today I still have no idea what I did. Still crying over a silly boy. Now I need to find the one to teach me that they will never hurt me like he did.