My life did not start until you came into it

I had never had a dad and I freaking cried

You made my mom smile the biggest I'd ever seen

I rolled my eyes several times making sure I could see my nightmares and fears

Poof disappear

I had found the man to show me the way holding onto you type

Vroom as we speed off on a trike

Couple years and you made it clear you're riding with us wiping our tears then the words that forever haunt me

“I'll never ever leave you”

I just looked at you smiling

ear to ear like “dad I just wanna play with your beard”

Then the time came CANCER and it wasn’t a joke

Want to know the first thing that's going it's your VOICE BOX

How could I hear you saying all I could do was scream

The hole in your throat

The BLOOD BATHS All over the bathroom floor

the breathing machine is something I wish I could unsee

You squeezing my hand is our last memory

Then I woke up something was wrong

I open my door what do I see ?

You going in a black bag

Leaving me