Could you at least try to pull yourself together before we go in? I don’t want to go in with you. I need you to stop crying. everyone will look at us when we walk in. I am so sick of being gawked at. What is your problem? Can you not see how lucky you are? I don’t want to see you ever again after tonight. You think you’re so fucking clever. God i wish you could stop being cryptic for one second so i can enjoy a night with my friends. Not everything is about you. The sooner you go in the sooner we can leave. Can you just put on a happy face for me one more time? I can’t pretend it’s okay anymore. Please, just come in for an hour. I don’t want to go in with you.