If wishes felt like rain, then certainly I am a storm.

He watches the storm rage inside me

Observes the pressure building

Caution gone,

He tries to protect me.

Wants to see me be okay.

Doesn’t he know how this ends for him?

His love a fire burning roaring on

I had no choice but to leave him in the ashes.

He tries to pull himself back together,

Loves me even harder.

Mania swelling like tornado sirens

Depression crashing like thunder

Broken dreams, broken hearts

Skyrocketing down like hail

I wanted to save myself

Wanted someone else to save the day

Wished and prayed that no would