I’m just trying to protect my broken heart

From the barrage of your lies

Every single summer it's all the same

You always say you come

But then you don't

You say Honey it's too far

But you just don't want to make the time

You say you'll be back next summer

Well I still waiting….

Every year day it gets harder to breathe

Everyday I try to pick up all the pieces of memories that are never leaving

The smoke screen you set up of lies

I know it tries to pry

That little girl you once destroyed

In the flames of your great escape

I couldnt see through the haze

Couldnt see the lies till it burnt in a blaze

I cried for you for days as a wolf dose

Broken and alone I had to stand on my own

I realized we could never be the same

So I rose from the flame, I thank you for the pain you caused

The mental break downs

The panic attacks

The fear of people

The fear of myself

The only thing you gave me was a thrive for loyalty

Not to trust until you know

My dear sister your a stranger to me

I found a strength inside because of you