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Camden sighs out softly as he fixes his tie in the mirror he was about to go on a very important date , well to him it was important he couldn’t speak for his date but he was hoping she was looking forward to it as much as he was . Camden liked this girl since the day she walked into the room he was in that day she came in her bright smiley positive self and he didn’t wanna go over the top and say he fell in love at first sight … but he felt something he felt like he needed to know her to get closer to her like something was pulling her toward him .

“ you’re a idiot a stupid Fuck !!” Camden suddenly begins hearing this dark voice in his head “ shut up “ Camden says out loud . The voice inside Camdens had begin laughing causing him to suddenly grab his head with both hands closing his eyes tight .

“ you’re such a stupid fuck , stupid fuck , stupid fuck , stupid fuck “ It repeated over and over again . “ STOP IT “ yells Camden he begins hitting himself in the head “ JUST STOP NOT TODAY NOT TONIGHT NOT WHEN I’M ABOUT TO GO ON THIS VERY VERY IMPORTANT DATE WITH THIS VERY IMPORTANT GIRL IF YOU SCREW THIS SHIT UP FOR ME I SWEAR “ Camden didn’t realize he was yelling sometimes it took him yelling and hitting his head to get them to go away when it got this bad .

The voices in his head began laughing once more laughing for what seemed to go on forever causing Camden to fall down on his knees in front of the mirror he didn’t dare open his eyes to look at himself he hated looking into his eyes as he was having a episode .

“ She doesn’t like you she never will Camden so why don’t you just accept you are a stupid fuck who no one will ever want this girl will never like you she’ll never want anything more then just a simple friendship with you and if she says other wise she’s lying “ The voices say laughing some more .

“ N.. No No that’s not true she wouldn’t lead me on like that not her she would of told me she would of said so she’s not that kinda girl she never will be so get the hell out of my head “

Camden begins beating on his head yelling out “ FUUUUUUUUUUCK GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD “ He screams at the top of his lungs and all a sudden the voices stopped Camden was breathing heavily crying tears streaming down his face “ what if they are right what if everything they are saying is true “ Camden suddenly looks up looking right into himself in the mirror he slowly stands up fixing himself his tie his pants making sure he was clean he sniffs some and heads into the bathroom washing his face . Camden looks up as he heard the doorbell must be her . Camden does one last mirror check before spraying cologne on himself he then heads out of his bathroom his room down the steps and to the front door grabbing the flowers he had picked for her earlier and hides it behind his back he took a minute staring at the front door before he finally got the courage to open it . Camden smiles as he opens the door seeing Josephine Devereaux he looks her up and down telling her how beautiful she was before he pulls the flowers behind his back and hands them to her smiling .