I used to know who I was

I could perfectly describe to you every meticulous detail of how my future was going to unfold

Then fate inserted him into my life

Suddenly there was no plan anymore

I no longer had the ability to sum up who I was in mere words because I no longer knew who that girl is

He barreled through my life like a freight train with no end in sight

Yet somehow I knew when I met him

I knew that he was going to take a sledge hammer to every part of my life until there was nothing left to gaze at but crumbs

I knew as I looked into his eyes, that I was watching my future go up in flames