shoot you up

my veins

it’s cold,

but it will take me away from this place

to another that is far away

to a place where only i matter.

inject you in my arm

my ankle

my toes.

i’m addicted from the core of every one of my bones

and you’re laughing out of flatter

but you’re bringing me to the place of disaster.

i love it.

my eyes are red now

everyone has left

even you,

only the thought and hallucination of you remains

so i shoot myself up again

i send you right through my veins

just for the imagination of you

to take me to a far away place.