I twisted myself in new positions

to love you the way you needed

I crushed my feelings

To make you feel secure

I left things important to me

To give you what you wanted

I began to hate myself

to be more appealing to you

I let you control me

Everything about me was wrong to you

My feelings

We’re wrong to you

A flaw, something to be fine tuned

Instead of listening to how i feel

My feelings fed a fire in you

That raged a hatred for me

My relationships were wrong to you

And it was always me that was in the wrong

Any male companion I had in my life

Was somehow competition to you

But the women you fucked

Still had a higher place in your life than I

My behaviors were wrong to you

Too sad, too dramatic, too pessimistic

I was wrong to you

Nothing about me was right to you

But you sure said I was right

When you were violating me with a touch

That was not filled with love

I was only right to you

When I gave you my body

And how silly was I to trust the words of a Fox

Circa 2019