Thank you for not being there after you put me in a state of despair. For sometimes showing up and pretending as if you were always there. Thank you for showing me I could still breathe with out air. I crawled under your skin and made a home that I believed we could share. Eventually the walls started melting around me. It took a year to see losing you set me free. Thank you for always putting yourself above everything. For making me feel like a bad human being. Now I’m strong and smart and stunning. So thank you for everything, and thank you again for nothing.