Thank you for not being there after you put me in a state of despair.

For sometimes showing up and pretending as if you were always there.

Thank you for showing me I could still breathe with out air.

I crawled under your skin and made a home that I believed we could share.

Eventually the walls started melting around me.

It took a year to see losing you set me free.

Thank you for always putting yourself above everything.

For making me feel like a bad human being.

Now I’m strong and smart and stunning.

So thank you for everything, and thank you again for nothing.