If someone shines too bright they get put out and that’s not very nice. I am scared I’ve done that to people. I don’t know if that’s because of me or because of other people? I don’t know if I give too much or take too much. And I worry so much about what people think which is a bad thing. I guess I’ve had a lot of people in my life that I just always wanted to love and that I loved hanging out with but didn’t seem to care. Like. They’d get bored of me. Are you scared of that too?

The debil gib and gib and eberyone think he bad bc he look scary?

I fink you’re pretty.

Do you get bashful too?

You are nervous.

You made me lots of pretty things though.

Do you actually look like a bee?

I mean that’s kinda weird I guess but oh well bees are cute c:

I squished the spooders. That’s not nice.

Oh. So I hurt myself?

Why?

I am hearing “because I didn’t always give you the reaction you wanted?”

Things are less scary when I understand.

I just don’t want you to leave, okay?

“Sometimes I got busy. Things were busy. We were tired.”

So it’s good we are both now?

Was I bad? Because I was too much?

“Symbiotic relationship. We hurt each other.”

Both took too much?

Did you kill me?

Why.

Because someone else gave me more attention even if it wasn’t the attention I actually wanted.

“You were more important”

There’s certain versions of you I don’t want to be with anymore.

That’s kind of the point right?

Okay. Well. I would like to be able to physically listen better. If I gotta be squishy too. And I’m sure you wanna be able to like. Actually talk.

Do I have to stay here forever :(

It moooooooves c:

Do I have to die

How does that work. Gotta burn?

But Pluto keeps me safe right v

Ok…. If I go I will be safe?

Ok… can we Pwease go. Please and thank you? Hugs and kisses 👄👄👄😘😘😘😘😘😘

Does it bother you that I like different versions of you?

Ok. You are J?

Ok. Ok. If I can stay Emma will you stay Mister J?

Okay!!!