Natural with my layers of make-up to hide my flaws,

Natural with the new body Dr.Miami let me make payments on,

Natural like my weave that flows down my back,

My beautiful long lashes that I glued on,

Eyebrows that I shaded in ,

Company I hate but keep around so I’m not lonely,

Natural like the processed foods I ate for dinner,

The artificial nails on my fingers,

The brand new car I’m driving but can’t afford,

Place I’m renting just so people would like me more,

Natural like the “I love you “ after I just finished cheating,

Me coaching myself before meeting your family,

You tell me just be natural ,

Just act natural ,

Just be yourself ,

I get Offended ,

How dare you see me as a fake,

I am being me,

I am being natural,

I am being myself ,

But that’s not what you meant,

I took it to personal ,

Painfully Confessing that’s how I really feel,

Taking all this stuff off,

Realizing I hate this face,

The real one,

This hair that’s not so straight or long,

Facing the fact I’ve done everything to get rid of her,

I’m naturally ugly,

I’m naturally not shaped like an instagram model,

I’m naturally struggling,

I hate what I’ve become ,

But I can’t let go of it ,

I’ll forever now just be ,

Naturally fake