I find the way that the way the world works out

How you happen to fail

And then the next minute succeed

Is something so amazingly beautiful

But I also see the pain

The tears

The jealousy and sadness of losing something you loved

It’s beautiful, in its own way

It’s not a peaceful summer day

Or a snowy Christmas morning

But it makes shivers run down my spine

So therefor it’s beautiful

I like to think that one day

Maybe one year

Or hopefully maybe tomorrow

That my life

My mental problems and weaknesses

Will get better

Because for me

To be able to talk to people

To get over my anxiety

And over the top fear

Would be the most beautiful thing

And nothing could top it