Charlie, you will probably never read this, but I have to get these thoughts out of my head.

1. It kills me every time you laugh at me. I know you’re mostly laughing at the situation, but for some reason I can’t take it. I’d rather you be completely solemn toward me for the rest of my life than see you stifle a laugh that is about something I am or did.

2. Why can’t you stop looking at your phone and just be my sister? I miss the days before you had a phone. We played so many silly games and read to each other and made up new snacks. Now you just look at your phone.

3. I love you