I knew I loved you and I knew I couldn't live with out you and the experiences we've been through. I couldn't stand being away from our friendship and the time we spent together. Even knowing you were away from me and traveled to Colorado to see the sights in your little mini van. You promised it would've been me and you in the end but it wasn't. I had to leave you or I would've lost myself in the process of loving you. I choose to start over. I choose to go missing insted of just leaving because I couldn't ever leave you. So now I made you crave me. Now you will think about me and miss me forever cause I will be actually missing. The only way through this is having to leave you so for now we will both be in pain.