I ask my self

How do I feel loved

There are so many ways

And yet I have this longing

This desire for something I can’t put my fingers on.

It’s a feeling , a trust that I need to create with in

A love for my self that spreads out like light rays in the mist of a foggy morning.

I find my self and ask what makes you feel loved? I ask myself in a whisper , searching for the answer that will elevate my heart

She says when my lover kisses my neck of the slightest touch with light weight feather strokes down my back

Caressing my thighs

Indulging in every crevice and every fold

Worshiping my body like a golden temple

I wish to be seen of all my layers

That unconditional love that they sing in high notes , the beating of a heart next to mine , reminding me that I am also alive

I wish to be thought of , reminded that I am not alone in this world

I feel loved when I am held at night

To be kept warm till the sun rises and fills us with hope for another day

I feel loved when we loose our egos

When we are stripped of the pointless chatter , when we can collide gracefully into one another’s embrace

I feel loved knowing That all

This time we dance and tip toe around

The pink elephants that can bully us

we find eachother , in honesty and truth.

Beyond the shatters of our past

Thank you for loving me as the raw, wet , cerebral confused human that I sometimes become

I feel loved knowing you know all

These parts of me.

fragmented and whole

Yet fully loved

I see you, I hear you,

I am too a piece of this puzzle

We are shaped to fit although we melt and mold to something so strange and yet so familiar

I love you how you are , unkept , longing and sad at times

You bounce back as we all do when the sun shines on us

All

I wish for is to understand and know that I can also be that love that we all desire

Deep love as it comes from the deepest of sorrows

I see you I feel you , You are not alone

Thank you for hearing my song

I am

Not perfect

But I am strong and will hold you through the night till the sun rays kiss our lips good morning