I didn’t have the chance

To say goodbye or

Say I loved her, to

Hug her one last time

I didn’t have the chance.

People say everyone

Takes different times to

Heal but it’s almost been

Five years and I still

Lay in bed thinking about

Her I still hurt the same way

As the day I lost her

A part of me went with

Her a part of me

I’ll never get back

Maybe death is the

Reason I wake up

In a cold sweat crying,

Having to relive that

Dreadful night the one

That changed me, the

One that I realized

Death is real and slowly

He is taking everyone

I love

I’ll never have the

Chance to go to her

Graduation or

To her wedding and

Frankly she’ll never

Get the chance to come

To my graduation

I’ll never have the chance

To tell her about

My plans about my

Dream job so I guess I’ll

Just sit and act like

She can hear me

That’s ok I can talk to a wall

Or a gravestone for

The rest of my life

I’ll never have the chance

To keep that promise we made

A long time ago

But that’s ok I’ll just

Have to live for the both of

Us do things she

Wanted to do for her