Knees weak, arms heavy, feel like vomit is about to come out. Almost dizzy like I’m swaying side to side yet I know I’m not moving. I hear a faint ringing growing louder in my ears. Rapid breathing yet I feel like I can’t catch my breath no matter how deep I breathe. Blinking a million times a second because I know if I stop I might either start crying or never open them again.

I feel like jumping off a cliff would be easier than this. Singing in front of the whole school. By my self, in acapella. God why did I agree to this!?