It took a long while to come to this decision but that doesn’t make it any easier. I’ve made up my mind but my heart is torn to pieces. All the memories I’ve made here, all the people I’ve met and shared lives with, all of what could be if so stayed. I know the people I love wouldn’t understand and I may loose some of them over this. As much as it hurts, it’s the right choice. I need to start living for myself.