I used to love you like I love sleep

I used to love you each day of the week

I used to want to make you mine

I used to even have payed a fine

I used to have so many feelings

I used to have so much love

I used to think you were so appealing

I used to think you were a dove

I used to want to hold you tight

I used to want you to fall too

I used to want to hold you each day of the night

I used to be blinded to the obvious but now I can clearly see

That the only one who did the falling was not you but me

Nowadays I am not blind, I see things much better actually

Nowadays I can tell

If it’s just me

If it’s just you

Or if it’s us

Who have fell

Now I’m onto someone new

The conditions are so much better now

I have been awakened

I can see what’s going on

I can hear your tone

I can feel your soothing touch

I can smell your cologne each and every day your not here from the many hoodies you provided for me

I can taste the every crack on your lips

All of this can be done with his hands firmly- yet gently- on my hips

I love you so much everyday

More than I thought I could do

Now I can see what it’s like to have someone who loves me too

I love you because of the way you talk

I love you because of the way you show me off

I love you because of the way I can just cry onto your shoulder without having to explain

I love you because you of the way you whisper my name

I love you because of the way I can feel your eyes on me from across the room

I love you because of the way you love me, morning, night, or noon

I love you because of the way you show me every movie you have ever watched

I love you because of the way we listen to every song until our hearts our squashed

I love you because of the way you only have eyes for me because of god knows what

I love you because of the way you that when your hugging me it feels like a zoo in my gut

I love you so much

As you do me

I am awake now as to what you could have been

Now I can tell who’s loves me

Because I am awake for the world to see