Dad, I guess you never know what the last thing you say to someone is going to be. You know how people are always shocked when they realize they will never be able to see someone again or apologize for what they said or tell someone they love them? I now get it. So many things in life are hypothetical until you experience them. I wish I could tell Charlie that I love her. I wish I could apologize for all the ways that I was selfish on the trip. Dad, I need you to translate. Can you do that for me?