Lonely, loneliness I have always felt unconnected to anyone, I eat alone sleep alone and do my everyday alone

My only talking to anybody was when I grab my order or randomly at work

And that gave me so much energy for the day, it ment nothing to the other person but for me? It was my only talking option

I lived like this tell I decided to start journaling, I bought the book and start writing everything, what I felt and what’s happened… I cried I lot to the point my eyes burned I didn’t feel my self sleeping

Next day when I woke up, I saw a beautiful Envelope

I was surprised who but that here and how he entered my apartment, did he read what I wrote..?

I opened it and it was a response to what I was writing,

I suppose to be angry right now right? But that made me feel so connected to someone and she call her self D~

From here I started writing everything, and D replied to me, but we didn't meet at all and she always change the subject when I ask her to meet

We became bestfriends and I tell her everything

But I always felt that it’s unfair she know more than I do about her, she never seems to talk that much

We start arguing about that and, one day when I slept while writing to her I, I woke up while I was writing.. I WAS D