To my past self

His words rang true

For far too long

You held it inside

Said, “Nothing’s wrong”

Your smile dimmed

Your opinions quieted

The girl who loved all

Then, internally rioted

As time goes on

People will poke and prod

They will see the girl

Whose words felt flawed

They will want to hear

What you have to say

You’re smart, not dumb

Girl, your words have sway

Of course, it’s true

Healing doesn’t happen overnight

You will start speaking up

But end in “sorry” without a fight

Those who love you

Will see your surrender

Call it out and encourage you

And all your splendor

They will tell you

To speak your mind

Do it with soul

The part that makes you kind

Years will pass

And you’ll slowly see

The girl who loved all

Is finally free