Though people have called me insane and damaged, I have always been at a loss of emotion and feeling, never happy just content, never sad just tired. So, unlike most, i willingly accept the fire of pain till it too goes numb, then ill move on to the next; never really feeling.

But this time was different, this time i felt the rejection, as if a blade struck me in the chest, carving its mark in my heart

This time it hurt, it hurts! I Am Hurting!

Water drips from my face down towards the earth, who has truly made me feel. As I look down at the water, from the cliftop above, where the cold air meets my face and slowly pulls me closer to the edge;