When you first let grief out you have to let it have full reign

And it /will/ try all the doors

Look in all the nooks and crannies

Unearth everything

It takes a long long time but it will eventually settle down

It’ll find a room it likes where the sun shines in in the afternoon

And there’s a small ficus by the window

It’ll nap there

Sometimes it’ll get up stretch and move around

But for it to find the perfect room you have to let it out

And let it explore

No matter how painful it is

Because once it’s stopped trying doors you know generally what room it’s in

And you can continue cleaning the house or what have you more easily

It’ll become a part of you, just a part not the whole thing

And you’ll be free to try your own doors as you please