Is this the end?

This can’t be it

Surely not

Right?

Tears threatening to flow

As the curtains whizz by

Massive group hugs

As a goodbye

Back at home

Sore eyes tired from crying

Reminiscing on the times backstage

And the inside jokes

The songs

The friends

The dances

The everything.

Is this the end?

This can’t be it

Surely not

Right?

^^^^^

Today was my last show at the pantomime I’ve been doing for a week. Imma be honest it was sad as hell because I know that I’m not going to be able to do it again. And that broke me. I also did the another pantomime last year with the same company but I knew that this year was gonna be last. And, crackers, it hurts. I’m not even joking tears are falling down my face as I write this, and it also doesn’t help that there’s a sad song playing through my phone.