Clocking In
An imagination unconfined
And undisturbed by ceaseless time
Is something rare indeed to find
As we start to age
When someone offers up for trade
Youth and wonder for an 8 hour day
The mind can seem to be unmade
Replaced by obligation
I reflect back on the youthful me
And my current daily drudgeries
Until there’s something bitter in me
And I put the thought away
What on earth, is someone to do
Without youthful dreams to persue
A baran grove devoid of fruit
Nothing there to nourish
I guess I’ll go forth and plant new seeds
Where the crop of youth used to be
Although bitter fruit, it is indeed
They still deserve to grow
I’ll seek to hone and redefine
This newfound cynical voice of mine
And, in doing so, strive to find
In it, some form beauty
We become new selves as we age
And in so doing seek to assuage
The corrosion of our youthful ways
Wrestled from conformity
With that in mind, I’ll make a vow
To sow the seeds and pull the plow
To make harvest of the ‘here and now’
And foster forth the growth
I cannot and will not tear asunder
Remnants of my childish wonder
And allow the world to plunder
The treasures of my youth
a man now grown but will not relent
To responsibility at my detriment
But will make my time well spent
With what I choose to do
And despite my aged cynic’s eyes
I will not allow myself to despise
My current station in this life
Because it’s really not so bad
It may be different than what I’d see
When as I child I’d imagine me
And what I’d do and who I’d be
But that always seems the case
But, from life, one can derive
Ways to become and feel alive
Though it may be a harder strive
It is still a good pursuit
I’ll wake up and check the vine
Of this weary crop of mine
And in turn I will find
Life still bearing fruit.