Seeds
Since his birth I have been;
I assist his cloudy days
Until sunshine prevails,
I illuminate his darkest nights
Until copious stars break through
I am his light—I am his lion
Audaciously confident
Fierce in some force,
Aiding he who grows
Like the seeds of a garden
Companionship he participates in;
Others are beyond my control
But well he chooses with them—
Spirits wielding blades of kindness
That may change with the wind
A breeze that drifts gently;
A change that arrives subtly
He then begins to flail
And drown in the waves
That the wind stirs up
Companions betray and so does he
The light that I gifted is drowned—
Beyond salvageable, a small ember
Never to take fire again
Never to be pure again
His seeds grow but do not flourish;
The strength of a lion is not as strong
As his mindset for money is
Nature he kills and words he cuts with;
I am neglected and downturned
He grows, but I do not grow with him
I leave him to his duties of destruction
For I am not enough for him
And there is nothing left of him for me;
The seeds of my boy are poisoned