It was not my intention. To you it might have seemed deliberate, but I have never been deliberate. I was not in my right state of mind if I really did intend to hurt you in the way that I did. I love you, why would I do that to you? I just could not help my self when he raised his voice. Every decibel he uttered seemed like an affront not to me or the situation, but to you. I love you so much to have anyone be disrespectful to you. I reacted without thinking and that’s what made my actions wrong. So that’s why I have to go. I did not intend to hurt you but I did. You have never talked to me like that and I never expected it. But you sound hurt and if my staying night hurt you more then I won’t say another word. Please give me a moment to gather myself before I go. All I ask is do not watch me go when I leave.