surrounded by many overlapping voices

and ears that don’t listen

constantly reminded of all my bad choices

hoping, praying that all is forgiven

sitting here trying to scream for help

but i’m slowly losing my vision

this is the worst i’ve ever felt

i’m trapped like my body is a prison

as i black out, my thoughts fill with desolation

peoples faces begin to blur

i wonder if it’s any consolation

that i never meant to hurt her

i try to make sense of what i’m feeling

knowing that you’ll never change

but i got to focus on my own healing

even if that means we’ll be estranged