I cant let go.

But i cant stay.

I try to move on,

But fail another day.

I was the type of person,

That held onto things too tight.

Unable to realease my grip,

When it no longer felt right.

I wish i could change,

But i cant abandon all my dreams.

I wish it was further out of a my range,

My wishes laugh like i’m made of jokes and memes.

But i cant.

Its so close- everything i want.

My dreams dance around me,

In a mocking taunt.

I wish i could let go,

Of the rope my fingers hold

But if i let go too quick,

I feel like i will fall, scared and bold.

I will break to pieces,

Fall completley apart.

But if i stay,

I will break my very heart.

So do i let go of my wishes, that make me so depressed?

Do i keep on trying? When i know its not for my best?

Do i quit? Like all the rest?

I wish i could let go.

But i cant.