[On the first page of our story the future seemed so bright]

I remember going to Starbucks with you and then going to books a million I remember your smile and your laugh how I always followed you around when I was younger

[then this thing turned out so evil I don’t know why I’m still surprised]

11 years later you moved out west you used to come back every summer but last summer you left without saying goodbye last time I saw you was Sarah’s wedding but then you said you had work tomorrow and left I haven’t heard from you since then and you don’t even text back anymore. You’ve told lies about the family.”

[ Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take love to new extremes but you always be my hero even though you’ve lost your mind]

I was going through a hard time I thought I could trust you but then everything fell apart I still love you it hurts so much like holding a shard of glass but you probably think you did nothing wrong

[just gonna stand there and watch me burn it’s alright because I love the way you lie now there’s gravel in our voices glass shattered from the fight but in this tug of war you always win even when I’m right cause you feed me fabled from your head with empty words and violent threats ]

I found a new friend but I still havent moved on from our old friendship but I’m scared I’ll become like you and break her heart to the point of no fixing iv hated what iv become so scared to trust my new friend because you broke my trust so scared to love her like a friend I’m scared to call her on the phone now because I won’t know if she’ll answer or not scared to have good times with her because they might be the last times I haven’t talked to her in a week I’m scared I’m becoming the bad part of you