I don’t know what it is

It’s rapping around me

Trying to take control

It’s burrowing deep inside

Hoping to have control

It’s not seen

But it’s there

Taking control

I want to stop it

But I can’t

It won’t let me

What is it?

What am I?

What are we?

Why is this happening

Did it choose me

Or was it always there

Wait there

For its time

To show itself

I can’t fight it

I have tried

It’s me now

I don’t want this thing

I hate it

I really do

I think it’s over

My fight

I don’t care

It’s me

Has it always been me

I don’t know anymore