Heartbreak

The same devil, different story

**Log 1:**

**The patient today seems pretty alright, granted everything that occurred yesterday. I’ve noticed some fidgeting behaviors that in other context seems pretty normal**

**I’ll keep that in mind for the future**

**So Iregardless, we will continue with the same dosages for the next two weeks on a trial**

**Period**

**If all goes well the patient should be good to walk within a month **

**Log 2:**

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**It seems patient 7 has been able to walk on a much faster developmental period than we expected! **

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**Speaking is a much harder task, as discussed, because of the damages to the prenatal brain **

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**However**

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**I imagine Seven speaks some times**

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**Vividly at that**

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**A real story that illicits tears before and after**

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**So the author is just the stem and we are neurons, activated listeners (get it? :^>)**

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**I humour myself**

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**Log 3:**

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**Well**

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**It looks as if patient 7 truly is one of a kind, **

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**Not literally of course**

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**But **

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**Truly impressive**

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**I wond-**

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_Hello Doctor _

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_Ah, hello there Seven - you caught me in the middle of my_

_“Journaling”_

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_I figured as such. I have a question you might find interesting, if I may indulge you_

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_Of course. It gets lonely in here_

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_ _Here.

_Well, doctor, what causes a a doctor to lose its patients _

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_Hmm._

_If you imply an entandre ill respond simply. _

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_I’d estimate frustration, in some degree_

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_In what manner?_

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_Like the logs for a fire. When you desire to be burnt they are too wet, and when you desire to be warm they burn entirely too bright _

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_What spurs you to ask?_

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_Well, doctor, I assume there is, are or were patients before me_

_Where did they go?_

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_I haven’t gotten to that part yet Seven_

_I am simply_

_Here _

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_ _here

_And I haven’t got a clue about where it is_

_I didn’t even realize I was a doctor_

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_I just wrote logs and made jokes and wanted to know how to cry _

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_That sounds like a lot doctor_

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_…….._

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_Do you _

_Give up?_

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_………_

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**That day 8 went sideways , and we skip**

**Straight to me, patient 10 (we do not talk about 9)**

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**As for Seven he lost his patience too, eventually **

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_I will never be enough to be sick for a reason _

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**He would write**_ _

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_Am_

_I real_

_Because you- yes you- are reading this right now_

_Am I real_

_Here? _

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_ _Here_. _

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**Goodness me!**__

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**As for me, all I know is that I am here, and the hospital is white, and for the life of me I cannot figure out who is sick **

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** ** But atleast I am real.

Here

Somewhere is a heart

and they do not care for logs to be real

Thank you for making me alive. ****

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