Disconsolate Home
In your arms I found home
The home that I have always wanted
The unique scent your room had
The happiness of being of fresh new start
Your warmth of protection
Your incredible smile
Your incredible hugs
Your arms were my home
A home where now has became hell
Is it a home now
I am sad, mad & somewhat unhappy
With hopes of finding the real you
In your arm, I am home
But in your heart I had vanished
But the love I still have for you keeps me going
The love that I will keep fighting with a stranger
That I actually never knew
In your arms I want to stay
But with no connection
I can no longer stay
It hurts my soul
But thank you for giving me a part of you
Our son..
But is it worth dying in your arms
Without getting to know who is the stranger I lay with
I need you to change is what I scream!
But I am selfish for wanting anything from you.
In your arms is where this love dies…