I was lost but never unseen. They all knew of my heartache, they all decided to watch mercilessly as I sank. Then you came along. On a brisk walk, in a chilly Autumn day. Shall I ever forget you?

Of course not. You brought color to the gray and sound to the deaf. You made the sun higher and the leaves greener. Did I ever deserve you. Perhaps not. But I’m don’t think I deserve the yearning for your warmth. The cold of your absence. Why must I be here, lost, but not unseen, without you to guide me. I only wish you beside me, yet I’m alone. I do not like it here without you near. Was it better to know you even if for a while? Or should I not have known you at all?