“Hello Mum, i, i , I dont know what to do, I am going to kill myself after i make this decision” alex said shakily crying his heart out, “Son can you hear me” his mum replied he cut the call and banged his hand repeatedly on wall, a though crossed his mind that he should bang his head also till he passes out and just as he tilted his head about to do so the pictures of his wife’s beautiful smill flooded his mind and he stopped “how could this be happening me, when does this torment end?, how long will i be tested?”. After ten years of waiting for their first child plus the beginning five of their marriage before they started plannning for a child his wife had finally conceived naturally and now the doctor has dropped this abominable news on him. How could he move forward, how would he break this news to his extended family?