Birthday
Another year around the sun,
for me, a journey’s far from fun.
The candles flicker, the faces cheer,
Yet inside, drowning in fear.
Three hundred sixty-five days, a feat,
A race I ran with weary feet.
They call it triumph, a battle won,
I wonder softly, a look of stun
An angel descended, soft and bright,
Her presence casting a gentle light.
I whispered low, my heart in pain,
“Only friends and family keep me chained.”
She smiled, her eyes a knowing sea,
“Perhaps this place is not your destiny.
Take my hand, we’ll wander far, Beyond the sorrow, past every scar.”
But I held on tight to the fleeting day, “What of the love that begs me to stay?” She paused, her wings a silver glow, “Love is a tether, but peace you must know.”
“There’s strength,”** she whispered, **“in holding tight, But more in seeking your own true light. It isn’t death that makes pain cease, It’s finding a way to make your peace.”
And so I stood, between two doors, One of shadows, one of shores. The night grew long, the air grew still, A choice was mine, of strength or will.
I’ll walk this road one step, one breath, A fragile dance with life and death. For birthdays mark not just the years, But every triumph, every tear.
So light the candles, let them burn, A flame for each lesson I have learned. For even when my heart feels weak, There’s hope in every word I speak.