Should I shut up?

Am I being too out of touch?

If I am at home, why is everything screaming so much?

My head is hurting, it makes me want to cry

I want to run, but I can hardly fly

And I can't analyze what is my problem

Can't really find the point where it all starts,

I just go by, blocking up my hearing

And stopping my own mind from shutting up

They scream at me: the walls, the floor, the ceiling

Did I just heard a trumpet in my room?

Can it be real? Can it be a problem?

By day, I feel approaching silent doom

I feel so weird, like I was not suppose to

Be in this world like this, or maybe not at all

They say I am okay, my mind is screaming

It says to me that I do not belong